apsuki-2006

9/22/06 My week

To me, this week went by pretty fast. But sometimes I get afraid when time passes because I'm afraid about the future. I don't know what's going to happen and that makes me afraid. I know that's the fun part about the future, that you don't know what's going to happen, but it's just so scary to me. Anything could happen in one second, a person can die, a person is born, u can find out something new, u can win a lottery, u can get a heart attack, ANYTHING.

What makes me afraid is probably the school. Like when a test is coming up, especially in history, science or English, I get real nervous and start to worry a lot. And I always think that I might fail and that's why I don't like time to pass. So that those testing days would never come. But sooner or later, I know it's just going to have to come. So I always try to use my time wisely.

posted by Yoshimi Nomura @ 5:26 PM 0 comments

9/21/06 Tutoring

Today I had tutoring after school for A.P. U.S. Hisory. I was very pressured about that class since it is so hard and when I think about the A.P. test, I get really worried. It's really hard to remember all the years and dates, what happened, why it happened, what it's called, etc.
We have to read and take notes, which takes about 3 hours for me. And I have other homeworks as well. So I was worried that I might fail.

But today when I went tutoring after school, my teacher said not to worry about it and other stuff. And that really took the pressure off of me. But I still have a little pressure about the A.P. test. Still, when I heard that other people had the same problems as me, it kind of made me feel good because I thought that I was the only one who feels so pressured.
I hope to pass this class and get at least a 3 on the A.P test.

posted by Yoshimi Nomura @ 4:55 PM 0 comments